You Were My Everything
This goes out to someone that was
Once important person in my life
I didn't realize that at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you
I don't really expect you to either
Its just, I don't even know, just listen
You're the one that I want
The one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you
I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
That it wasn't me
Let me show you the way
I look for the sun but it's raining these days
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like, I was there heaven in the sky
I wore a disguise
cause I didn't want to get hurt
but I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we where crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like, I ain't shit
Now you push me away
Like you never even knew me
I love you in my heart, really and truely
I guess you forgot all the time that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how i could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you
I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you
Like no one else can know you
You're number one
Always in my heart and now
I can't belive that our love's torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss
I know you gonna sit,
And play this with your new man
And sit and laugh that you holding his hand
The thought of that, just shedders my hearts
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
All time I was scared to show u
Now I want to hold you until I can't hold u
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it I'm insane, take away the pain,
Take away the heart, babe we can make it work
When without looking into my eyes
So make you love me
As you would hug me
I guess everything you said, was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a though and your mind
I could see it clearly, my love is not blind
Let's wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but
No matter wat you would always be in my heart,
You'll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it'd be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy