todayZ a m0nday... the start of the week... and early in the m0rning, cleo di already made me cried... haiz... he told me he wana leave s'pore... to further his studies... dun0e why... after finish reading thru the msg he sent me... tears were dropping frm my eyes... early in the morning & I am CRYING... ='( itz a 2 yrs course... haiz... 2 yrs say short n0t short... say l0ng n0t dat long oso.. but the worse thing is dat, he tell me he mayb t0t of n0t coming back to s'pore... i get even sad when i heard this... tink itz bc0s i dun wan him to leave me [as in leave s'pore lah] bah... after all, we are those 'you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang' de good go0d frenZ... nw juz hoping that the application is n0t successful... haiz... if heZ really going there, i tink im gonna hate him till the upmost bah... heZ the 2nd guy i've drop my tears f0r... the 1st wan is my ex-bf... haiz.. im wondering lah, but hope itZ n0t true lor... i tink we are nt g0nna b as gd as b4 le... [everyday chat on the ph0ne; listening to him singing; teasing me lotz etc] mayB the reason behind it is bc0z he juz broke up wif mei... =\ dun0e if itz a go0d thing that i intro her to hiM mah... haiz... anyway, we still g0t lotsa things haven accomplished.. our $4000... sushi meal... my mP3... i still owe u lotsa toys... we haven had enuff... 2 m0vies~1 Kbox~marina south steamb0at @ nite~2 bugis triPs~1 siM lim trip [especially the fighting in the bus]~got sum0re mah hUh? heez.. i reali dun wana see things goes bad f0r us... juz bec0z u broke up wif my mei... i am myself... hope to see things back to normal... ='( ),=